Friday, May 20, 2005

imma bat ! but not quite ... cuz im awake most of the day as well =P Today im feeling like alittle weird... can't really describe it but i'll just stop and stare into blank space, thinking about what i have done the whole year (okie, till now..) . and its absolutely nothing amazing, nothing i can be proud of. But, it left me a beautiful memory.

Alright, i know u guys (if u know) are gonna start " oh man june is going to say it out all over again for the million-th time !!" haha... so im not going to repeat what happened but instead im gonna say my feelings !! thats pretty cool yeh ?

EVERYONE knows (i dunno how the hell does everyone knows), HE knows it (obviously), and im not trying to hide it. cuz its a fact that i like him, yeh ... but i know its never gonna work out. We are too far ( body mind and soul) its like we're totally 2 different persons. Why?? If a guy thinks its not possible for a relationship then WHY does he have to be so so nice and sweet to me still? What exactly is he thinking? Well maybe he's just being a nice guy , who wants to leave me good memories cuz its gonna be the last time i see him (maybe) =D

This incident has been ages ago... im still thinking about it , i must be really dumb. He's probably sleeping soundly in latrobe street right now ~ hehehe !! I really don't know why i like him. Others dont see him as super-cute and super-gentleman. but i do. haha alright there i go again.. but isnt that always the case?! when u like someone, u really dont care who he is. He is xiaoP , he is P-Sze. and he super-duper cute in my mind (and yes he really is). He's a 101% gentleman who never fails to smile and bow when we meet . I've never met someone like him!
Oh man am i so in love????? okok... its just admire, just admire.... !!!! haha ~

Because i know we're so impossible , so so not possible , i've made up my mind. Forget about love (for now) and concentrate on being who i want to be, what i wanna do... and study . If i will ever meet someone i like again, i 'll let it be. Never force love to be on my way, cuz it never works! But yes , like most girls... i can't wait i can't wait to meet him and get married off straight away. hahaha.... or am i the only one??
nahz i dont really care. So to xiaoP (if ever one day u happen to read this blog) - thanks for everything !!! even though u might not even remember what u said to me ^-^

okay.. this entry seems like forever and sorry guys i know its boring but ya see.... blogs are just what i feel and wanna say .... so pardon me la!! hehe...

Thats all for tonight (or morning ..d u H ) 88 all~