Wednesday, September 28, 2005

ashlea stopped blogging already... really very sad... almost everyday i come home looking forward to reading my friends' interesting happenings of the day, but now there's one less one for me to read already... so... hurr, zhili huishing wanching , u guys better write more !! ~.~

today i feel extremely motivated in studies, i wonder why? la la la ..... i know why ! cuz after i read edward's blog, i feel so MOTIVATED !! all his postings are about the efforts he put in in order to study law in hongkong uni , that he's not even sleeping at 5am but revising, that he's alone at home during mooncake festivals studying when his friends are out partying.
why
why why??? why cant i be like him? i want to study hard but something always pull me back. i feel demotivated when i start to do maths, i feel totally useless at it.. so dumbo !! recently i've been working quite hard for accounting, but everything when im stuck at something which others find surprisingly fucking easy, i get really frustrated and thinks accounting is so not right for me.

I dont want to be so XXX anymore ! i want to be a hardworking girl , cuz i have dreams to realise, whether i am going to do law , do commerce, or do designing in uni, it doesnt really matter for me anymore. cuz for anyone of those, i will work my arse off for it and achieve the best!!!!
i might be a top lawyer
i might be a successful businesswoman
i might be the top designer who designs for LV, Prada, Burberry



hahahaha..... dont say i am dreaming okie? its okie to have dreams, so now im going to log off after finishing this entry, and then i will proceed on with my accounting, then do my english outline for tomorrow's practice assessment.

june is no longer demotivated
dont ask me to go out partying anymore people.
i want to study !!