Sunday, October 23, 2005

sorry for the very lack in update !
i reached kl very late last night and when i reached my room i almost fell alseep that very moment ! yes.. thats how tired i was, and still is.
hey guys dont worry too much about me, im feeling much better compared to few days ago =)
but im really scared when i think of everyone, including me... has to go through it....
really really scared , even though i know its inevitable...

weoo, monday again. time really flies huh? one more week to hariraya holidays again hehe.... but this week is not easy to pass... cuz wednesday thursday and friday are all assessments dates. omg !! gonna study hard!! must strive to get all high distinction !! ( IF POSSIBLE LA ~) hehehe..

i dont know what happened to me, i feel i have no energy and the time to think of relationships as what i told zhili yesterday night. when i think of a relationship i actually feel its a burden, a waste of time. yet i cant help but be very attracted to him, he seems so wonderful... it's like fate brought us together .
but... there are so many little things blocking the way. i can never break through !! the wall is too thick and im think im just being dumb by banging my head against it, hoping it'll break in pieces. hurr.... naive isnt it !?
everyone is growing up.. i cannot stay being such a baby. i must grow up even faster.
know my priorities well and work for it !!!! study and family first ! second comes relationships and friends...