Wednesday, November 30, 2005

saw mike's blog just now... caught by one of his entry, about the mocha...
its very meaningful ...

when u look at the cup of mocha, u will feel that it smells beautiful
but when u take a sip, u realise its actually not as nice as u expected it to be
so u add more chocolate to make it taste better...
and it really tasted so much better...
so u decided to add more and more chocolate
but then u will realise its no longer nice because theres too much chocolate...

moral of this mocha story tells me not to be too greedy...
indeed chocolate will make the mocha tastes better... but u should add it slowly ...

many things happened recently
i feel extremely confused...
i've been trying to stay away from him but seems that i cannot do it... unless someone else came into my life
he seems beautiful and everything but do i like him? i know i said i'll give the other one up many times before ! i think today will be the last time i say this.

i made this promise to myself
forget him
im just trying to convince myself that im taking him for another
while i know they are very different ... i know it , they are not the same
so forget him
its just not possible !!!

i forbid myself to think that i cant live without relationships, and i used to think that friendship is the most important...indeed... i have to keep that belief ~

think no more of him
put a dot to it, this will end everything...

to everyone : good luck for our exams and study hard together !! =)