Thursday, May 04, 2006

been a really long time ever since i felt so horrible... the feeling of being betrayed and backstabbed by people u really trust. Its like stabbing right into ur heart, taking it out and stab it again, take it out and stab again. The pain is ... unbelievable. They stab like i dont have a heart, they stab like theres no tomorrow.

I wouldnt be that upset if they were just my hi-bye friends who said those things. But because they betrayed my trust for them.

"Those who appear to be ur true friends arent really ur true friends and certainly dont fucking deserve to gain ur trust ever again."

true !

From now on i urge everyone who reads this entry to be careful of people whom u THINK is ur real friend !! look at them beyond their thick mask. they're so much more to it. they're scarier than u can imagine.

not trying to scare the day out of u guys... but this is the real world. I feel like i've gotten more matured everytime i got backstabbed. Now i know who are the real ones, and who are the hypocrites.

anyway!! im gonna study hard for my exams =)