Saturday, July 08, 2006

2.37am . pee hours . sorry i meant wee hours . =)

school is starting tomorrow. YES. tomorrow ! I was really excited 1 week ago about everything, but now i feel absolutely nothing. I suddenly dread going back to school, even if its Uni... Why?? dont' know too! Probably cuz its getting too close... probably becuz i didnt get to go where i really wanted. There i go again.. complaining and complaining. Just hate myself for being such an idiot! Why cant i be satisfied with what im doing now?

But then i think theres no point in hating myself either. hey, life is beautiful in some ways =) So now... im praying hard for a good year ahead, a fresh new start for me. and of cuz hopefully better results this new semester in monash !

Humans are indeed hard to please. I cant even see what i want... how can others please me?! ohkays... gonna get my beauty sleep now. everything's gonna be alright !

bye-be-di-bo !