Wednesday, November 22, 2006
Today is certainly not the best day of my life. My sister fell sick again and it really spoils our good mood for the day. But i only wish that she can feel better soon ;0)So i deleted that last post i added 2 nights ago; cuz i was thinking i really shouldnt be so pessimistic about life. I must believe that things will get better. I must believe in miracles. I must believe in the power of love.
Had a bad quarrel with dear 2 days ago, i felt really upset we are always quarelling but sometimes i feel that he don't really know what i want, and i do admit im wrong too, cuz i have been using the wrong way to express what i want and feel. But.. i dont know what other ways are there. Its hard for me to just say it out like that; pretty impossible for me.
I hope things will improve between both of us; i really do feel tired.
Still i refuse to be a crybabyl even though things ( in relationship, family and studies) are really going down-hill now. I know i can survive through.